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Saturday, November 23, 2019 Add Comment Edit

I am going to hold upwards 30 v inwards a few days together with I cannot for-the-love-of-god believe it. Not 'coz I am inwards denial. Just 'coz I don't experience it. It doesn't help that I don't relate much to people my historic menstruum ('coz) which ever makes me wonder whether it is me or them? Ninety-nine per centum I am certain it is me.

I don't know where the yesteryear decade went, though? What did I achieve? Did I grow-up? Did I change? 'Coz I experience the same. I (almost) fifty-fifty await the same. I convey the same hobbies, same interests. I don't alive inwards the same house (or city) simply too that everything else roughly me together with inwards my headspace is the same.

Mentally I am no to a greater extent than than 20 iii (may be) together with then when I run into people who are ACTUALLY inwards their twenties I realize, 'boy! fourth dimension has current by!'. I late met Supal inwards London together with felt the same way. I listened to her achievements, her joie de vivre, her journeying together with then far, together with her dreams for the hereafter together with I realized how wonderful twenties are. They are confusing, together with amount of self-doubt simply they are also hopeful together with amount of enthusiasm. (I convey a affair or 2 to acquire from her.) I don't wishing to hold upwards inwards twenties, for I LOVEEE my thirties simply I could role a piffling fleck of that unlimited render of wishful dreaming! :)

This is the kickoff outfit from the recent trip to London. It was mutual frigidity together with I was wrapped inwards warm layers.