His & Hers Mode Diaries - October

I direct maintain been married for over v years straight off but I withal don't actually 'feel' married. May hold upwards I precisely produce non know how 'married' feels like, but what I produce know is that I commonly produce non relate to the stories of other married couples from dorsum home. We are precisely non 1 of 'those' couples, if you lot grab my drift. 

However, I was able to narrow downward on 3 incidences which brand me realize that I am non 'single' inward whatsoever more: 

1. Every fourth dimension someone asks me most my plans of having a baby. O. man child does that brand me furious or does that brand me furious. I direct maintain learnt to dodge the bullet past times either ignoring, changing the dependent champaign or past times merely leaving the room (if possible!). If you lot are an Indian or are fifty-fifty aware of the social dynamics, answering dorsum to people is almost similar shooting yourself inward the caput in addition to YET beingness hold upwards to experience the pain. But what takes the cake is when absolutely random one-time lady at the banking concern here, feels it is absolutely alright to enquire me when I innovation to direct maintain a baby. As of course, later v years of beingness married, she thinks its high time. *mind.boggle* You don't run into me bespeak you lot if you lot direct maintain made your funeral arrangements, produce you? 'Coz you lot expect similar you lot are inward your 80's in addition to I mean value its high fourth dimension too. (Only if I could tell this out loud!)
2. Every fourth dimension I direct maintain to flexure laundry. Now don't boot the bucket me wrong. I was raised to produce all my personal errands myself in addition to non hold upwards dependent on anyone for anything. But later marriage, the damn laundry never seems to acquire out my side. When I feel, "Phew! We are done for a long fourth dimension now" I notice myself folding towels 1 time again in addition to thinking, "Didn't I JUST produce this?!?!" - "When did my life come upwards to this!?" 
3. Every fourth dimension I direct maintain to plough over upwards on a move plan. Back inward the day, I used to salve ALL my holidays, sick days, every-fricking-off-day-possible for travel. Now sometimes, I am folding clothing on an 'off' day. Lately when I direct maintain to say, "No, ya. I produce non mean value I tin brand it, 'coz I direct maintain xyz-damn-thing to do" or "because I direct maintain these prior-bloddy-commitemnts in addition to I produce mean value I tin include this impromptu vacation inward my budget!" it kills me. It really, actually kills a BIG purpose of me! *sob*

Angelina, adopt me already! You demand an Indian inward your tribe. Trust me! :P

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